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The time came and went too fast

I cant believe that my oldest daughters visit with her sisters, brother and me is already over. Christmas Eve, I said good bye to her and her sisters as they left with their dad/step mom. I couldnt believe that the 6 days had already came/went. It was hard as all I could think about when Brittany was here was she would be leaving in a few days and I might not see her for 2 yrs! I keep wondering how I am going to get through that time. I have done it before. But that was when I was in the drug life and decided to stay out of my girls lifes. I have already missed a gap of their life and now this. I pray for Gods protection and peace on Brittany. I pray that 2010 will be a better year for myself, my parents, my ex and his family and my girls and son. Wishing everyone a Happy New Years!

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