The beginning of 2009 has already bought alot of grief. Starting off with my sons aunt (dads sister), who was killed almost 3 weeks ago by a 19 yr old neighbor. My ex and I rarely ever talk. So I was surprised when I got a phone call from him the night it happened. I woke to my ex crying into the phone saying his sister had been ran over by a car. She was alive for 15 minutes in her husbands arms crying because she was scared. I never had the chance to really get to know her but after go to her memorial service and reading the guest book for her. I saw how beautiful of a person she was. What makes it so hard to accept her death is that it didnt have to happen. I have a real compassion for kids with cancer. I have a group of friends on myspace that are kids fighting cancer. I also have a group of caringbridge profiles that I subscribed too. All kids that I pray for on a regular basis. One particular little girl that I have been praying for for the past 2-3 yrs past away yesterday. She d...