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While I have tried to be optimistic about 2009. It hasnt reflected onto the lives of family/friends. In January my sons aunt was killed by a neighbor. This neighbor had been a troubled gang related teenager. Donna was ran over by this neighbors car. She was alive for 15 mins before passing away in her husbands arms.

While I know that everyday we lose good percentage of kids from cancer, it is really upsetting when they are kids you are praying for. In January/February of this year. I lost 4 special little friends from cancer . Tuesday Fiona, Ellie Willaert, Jessica Rose and Cora. I wish people would take the time to read of these kids stories like I do. If people did, they would realize the seriousness of this disease.

Well the next 2 months are going to be emotional. My baby sister is getting married in April. All 3 of my daughters, my son and I are in the wedding. Its going to be a special day.

May 28, my oldest (and my baby) is going to basic training in Missouri. This will be her first step out into the real world. It is going to be very difficult not having her here with her sisters, brother and me. I however am extremely proud of her for taking the iniative into starting her life.

I guess that is it for now.

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I am so sorry for your sadness. I am stopping by from SITS, I hope you will get a chance to come by and say hi.
Sandi said…
I am really sorry things have been so hard. That's just so sad and horrible. Getting cancer was the wake up call for me. I realize people don't read the stories because it's better for them to avoid the reality then to face the truth. I know for me it's very hard to deal with kids who have cancer, because it's such a horrible horrible disease. Hope the wedding is wonderful and you get some much needed happiness.

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